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DARK ROOM, NO LIGHT, FEEL LEFT OUT, ALL ALONE. MA NAME BE XICA. WAS BORN IN ST.LOUISIANA WITH LOVING FAMILY TILL I WAS 6 YRS A LITTLE YOUNGEN WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM MA FAMILY AND SOLD TO MR. JACSON. I BE LIVING NOW IN KENTUCKY, WITH A CRUEL MASTER(MR.JACKSON) THAT TREATS ME LIKE A PEACE OF TRASH LIKE IM NOT A LIVING BEEIN. SCREAMS OUT ALWAYS "NIGGER GO AND DO YOUR WORK THATS ALL YALL GOT TO DO, OBEY ME AND PLEASE ME".

THAT SIR WOULD ALWAYS BE DRUNK AND TRY TO TOUCH ME. EACH NIGHT I WILL GO TO SLEEP WITH FEAR THAT SIR JACKSON WOULD HURT ME. ONE NIGHT I REMEMBER MR. JACKSON OPEN THE DOOR OF MA ROOM AND STARTED TOUCHING ME I TRY TO FIGHT BACK SO HE CAN LET ME GO BUT THAT NIGHT HE GRABED HIS BOTTLE OF WISKY AND SLAMED IT IN MY HEAD. WOKE UP NEXT MORNING WITH BLOOD ON MY HEAD AND ALSO IN MY PRIVATE PART. I WAS RAPED BY SIR JACKSON THAT MEAN OLD MAN HAD ABUSE FROM ME. HE WOULD TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD BY TELLING ME IM NOT WORTH ANYTHING THAT IF PEOPLE WOULD TRY TO BUY ME DELL PAY LESS THAN WHAT HE PAYED. EACH NIGHT I WOULD GO WITH FEAR THAT SIR JACKSON WOULD GO IN MY ROOM AND ABUSE OF ME.

ONE MORNING I WAS WASHING CLOTHES WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT A PAIN IN MY BACK IT WAS MR. JACKSON WHIPPING ME WITH HIS BELT FOR HIS DRUNKNESS. I FELT A PAIN SOO BAD I WOULD CRY RIGHT AWAY. I DECIDED IT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME I NEEDED TO BE FREE. ONE NIGHT SIR JACKSON WENT IN MY ROOM I DIDNT WANTED FOR THE SAME THING TO HAPPEN SO I GRABED MY CLANDLE AND THROW THE HOT WAX AT HIM IT BURN HIS EYES. I DECIDED TO RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK. I FELT A GOOD FEELING AS I RAN AND FELT MY FREEDOM. I RAN INTO A LOVING FAMILY WHO MAID ME FEEL LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. NOW I LIVE HAPPY AND I FEEL THAT I'M FREE.

value family the most

*Why you value family the most?

Family is the most special thing you could ever have in the world. To me is everything because their always there for you. You could always have fun with family they cheer you up when your sad or just not in the mood. Family is the closest thing in the world like they say “Family always comes first”. You never have to loose your family because it would always be there and not be gone it would grow more and more.
When I have a problem I would just talk to my family and tell them to give me advice. You could always count on your family no matter what. There would Always be there to face the consequences rather bad or good. They lend you a hand help you out on whatever you need. I value my family the most because I know there’s always something special in my family that makes us stay together and never separate, they give me love and always care for you.

money valued least

*Why do you value money the least?

Money can buy you whatever you want but not always. Sometimes money can get you in a lot of trouble or in bad things. It’s just plain paper with numbers words like other paper but it has a value. I really don’t think money is valuable for some people but not for me. It makes you change and act different and not be the same since you have money now your different.

Like a Latina I would see my parents struggle with money problems and sometimes argue about bills. It’s hard for them to find a good job since their immigrants but they get the money we need working hard. Money like I said has a value but it wont buy you love, friendship, and things you need with you. Your not always going to have money besides you all of a sudden there’s going to be a change in your life were you never expect it. Money can also change you in your whole life and even effect your close ones. I just don’t really think money is a valuable thing because I prefer to have something that’s worth it not just something that isn’t going to last.

15 goals and history of my name

*Tell us something you have done that no one in this class has done?

-Something i have done that no one in my class has done would be gotten in a fight in a dance.

*Provide Three adjectives for yourself

-talktative,creative,outgoing

*Give us a brief history on your name

-My dad wanted to name me Alejandra but my mom told him to name me Itzel Anayantzy because it means bright moon

*15 goal i want to achieve

-go to millenium park,-ride the superman,-get a permit to drive,-throw my birthday party,-go to Ohio,-cut my hair,-go to cosmetology classes, get a job, learn how to braid hair, go to a hunted house, go ice scating,paint my room,play in a volleyball team, learn how to swim good, go camping.